Love. Posted at 07:14 PM 'Well... Posted at 11:48 pm I'd just thought that I would post for the fuck of it... anyways...I've decided today that the word "love" doesn't mean squat...so everytime someone tells me they "love" me...I'm just going to take it as a compliment...much like having a nice haircut or something... Anyways I finished writing about 25 letters...my hand hurts... My foot had peely skin on it and I scratched it so much its bleeding...blood is just trickling down my foot...its so cool like out of a movie...anyways...have fun you all and remember to use condoms Adam' I don't know about anyone else, but I get the message of.. Adam doesn't want to go out anymore, and he doesn't love me.=]. Oh well, I guess we weren't meant to be. It might of just took about a year and ten months of going out and seven months of 'talkin' out of three almost four years to realize it. Don't get me wrong, I still love him, and from this point of time we're still together..until we talk, I suppose. No drama needed, just talkin. Anyways, I'm talkin to my friend Whitley on the phone. I might be spendin the night with her. Later. Vanessa. |

June 1, 2004
Mary-Bibble. Posted at 04:33 PM Today is Marium's birthday; I haven't seen her in a long ass time. I called her, but she didn't pick up. Wished she a happy birthday and such. Had exams today; math and english. Wasn't too shabby. Even though my English teacher's a dumbass and doesn't give us the stories to studies. Oh well. I atleast made a 70; not great but it'll do. I'm so very bored right now. Happy belated birthday SEAN and CATILIAN. {May 31} Anyways, I am finished. G'bye. |

May 30, 2004
Wow. Posted at 11:11 AM Vanessa is now seventeen, my parents are out of town again. Won't be back till Saturday I believe. -Sighs- this birthday is like always. I only get a call from everyone, and my uncle takes me out to eat with my brothers that didn't go to make me feel better. I hope everyone else's May thirtyth goes better than mine. G'day. |

May 29, 2004
O_+. Posted at 10:17 AM Tomorrow is my seventeenth birthday. I don't think I will be happy. I have to go play in a stupid softball tournement, and I might not be able to go to the family reunion in Galveston. If I don't get to go this will be my fourth year without seeing any of my parents on my birthday- whether it be they were out of time or, in my dad's case, just doesn't come see me. Well hopefully my uncle is gonna be here soon, cause I don't drive myself to games and tournements.= Good luck at the state track meet, Jennifer. I'm gonna be goin now. Later. |

May 24, 2004

May 22, 2004
@!#%$# Posted at 09:30 AM My mom's birthday was on the 20th. Today, Adam graduates.O_o. This will be strange..I've known him since he had just turned 15..in the..9th or 10th grade..now he's 12th grade going into college, bitches.=]// Wow. Interesting enough. I'll..add more later..I just have to go take a shower..cause I have a softball tournement today..it's an hour and fifteen minutes or so away..and we leave at 10. But I gotta make sure I have everything. Later. |

May 13, 2004
Bibby. Posted at 07:13 PM May Thirteenth; Mike Bibby is now Twenty-Six years old.#10, baby. Crazy/ Beautiful is on and Jay Hernandez is fuckin sexy. Today could never be so perfect. Well really, it could, oh well. Joseph graduates in nine days. My birthday is in seventeen. How great. |

