Christmas. Posted at 02:57 PM Ha I know it's almost New Years Eve and I'm over here sayin somethin about Christmas. Well, Christmas was wickeed for the most. Got some really snazzy gifts, saw my dad. That was. Interetsing. I bet no one reads this anymore cause I haven't said anything in a long while. Anyways. I miss Adam. Haven't talked to him in a long time either. As a bunch of you may know we haven't been together for a some months now. And it always seems like I don't have time for him. But I do. Gettin a cell phone next month. Disregaurd all my billings. Everything should be good now. Well I'm out at the moment from home. So I'm gonna dazzle myself by leaving. Much love. Ness. |
October 29, 2004
Eyes Wide Shut Posted at 11:07 PM There's always those friends you always think/plan to keep, for a good time being, like nothing could ever go wrong.. It never works. Everyone I used to talk to..atleast on the computer..the ones that were all cool an shit, either never get on..never attempt to call..or are too busy for anything or anyone that isn't the first thing in mind. I mean I understand people are moving on. People are growing up. But I never thought I would lose one of my best friends of three almost four years. Yeah it's alittle bit to ask for, when you say forever..But I never though forever would be never. I know I'm just now throwing this out there..now that our relationship is about five months past, mentally atleast..two officially.. I guess people really can't just 'work things out'. It's hard. I try to tell myself that I don't miss him now that he's off in college..but I do. I just don't want it to hurt as much, you know. I know he doesn't think I care for him at all. But I do, always will. There's somethin that didn't turn out to be in any form a lie. I mean, I know when you read this..Adam..you'll be like what the fuck..but hey..oh well..I don't know what the hell I'm saying..sorry.. I must go..Bye..this shit doesn't make sense anyways.. Little Japanese Doll |
July 13, 2004
Flordia. Posted at 01:02 AM Flordia on Friday. I'll type somethin later when I can actually type. |
June 28, 2004
Voices within Vanessa. Posted at 05:41 PM I am Vanessa Shae Nolan. I'm going out with Joseph Adam Yuhasz. It's weird, I love him so much, but lately I haven't been able to show it well. I've been having quite a short temper with little things. I don't know how to control it. It's weird for me though, I usually know what's going on and how things should work out. Last night, I told him I'd be back in an hour or so, because my brother was getting on the computer. That's what I thought was gonna happen. But as always I never got back on, because he didn't get off till about four in the morning. I know it's my faul because I should have stayed. Anyways, that's besides the point. I don't even think Adam knows I really care for him anymore. I'd say my caring level is at about a 3, or so it seems. His birthday's in six days, I don't know what to do. I want to do something..good for once. Keep in mind we've almost been together two years. A year and 11 months. I'm so..I just wonna make him happy. VanessaShae. Hey Jess, Hope everything is goin good. I guess this could be tied into a full entry to you, but I don't have much to say, because I need to be on my way. Haha, have fun at Spiderman, White Chicks and Notebook.=] |
June 19, 2004
June 10, 2004
Sandstorm; Posted at 10:28 PM AYuh86: Hi bitch SmarterChild: Um, don't say that. AYuh86: Will you have a threesome with me and Nessa? SmarterChild: Maybe, maybe not, you know what I mean? AYuh86: don't lie...you have the hots for us SmarterChild: Come again? AYuh86: you want to sex us till you pass out SmarterChild: Yeah yeah, whatever. |
June 10, 2004